An update at last...

I haven't posted for 6 months. But I'm having a really rough time at the moment. Grandma died on February 15th. I don't want to go into detail because I'll get too upset again. I feel really lost and I'm upset that my friends haven't been very supportive. They knew her & knew how much she meant to me and yet they haven't called (except Julie, who has called 2 times since) to see how I'm doing. Alison lost her Dad last July, so she's been great as she understands what I'm going through. But she didn't know Grandma, so it's not the same.
Anyway, I'm not going to go into it all too much on here. I have no idea how the weight loss is going and I can't bring myself to care that much at the moment either. Everything seems so pointless.